For as long as I can remember I have lived in my head.  I am trying to be better about it, but let's be honest, I am probably always going to live in there.  What I am trying to do now is change the narrative. Sometimes things occur that not only make me stop and think, but also give me confirmation that I am on the right path and doing the right thing.  These instances seem to always occur at the time when I need them.  And it is not as if I have vocalized out loud that I am unsure of something`.  It is not as if I have cried to someone that I am not sure I am going to get all the things done.  It's not as if anyone knows per se, what is going on in my head.  These things......just happen.  Over the years I have gotten better at recognizing that the universe (God, if you are so inclined) is sending me these reminders, these little bits of encouragement that I am not actually fucking it all up.   After a couple of bles...